Wednesday, January 04, 2006

A Brand New Year!!

Well after a long drought in my blog, i guess i shall do something about it...

Well there's been so much happening in my life... positive stuff... that i just don't know where to start..

Well for one, I'm an Undergrad!!! yup... for a long 3 years now since i finished the A's i've been wondering what my future is gonna hold. Its not as though i failed my A's.. just that i got 2 E's... (Elephants as they are more affectionately called) And having those i failed to get into any local universities for 3 yrs running... and retaking the A's was outta the question for 2 of those years due to NS contraints! But things changed @ towards the end of 2005... I redid my A's... It was a 7 months struggle!! but i ploughed through nonetheless.. then the Nice government decided to recognise SIM as the fourth unversity in Sg.. So i decided to take a shot @ it... Even though one of the pre-requisites was 2 years of working experience... Sometimes to achieve success... risks have to be taken... i'm glad i took that risk... Coz i got in! Well I'm glad i did... Even though i may not stay on... I know that this is the start of my future proper! (hopefull y i do well in my A's too!)

Then next... I'm going back to SJI... My sec school!! Yes im not delusional... i know i said im an undergrad... Im going back as an NCC Officer... again yes... NCC... the CCA in school! well i know i may abit old to be in the NCC, but its just about guiding these young minds of singapore to become strong, independant and creative people in the future, who care for not only themselves but for others as well... And i suppose its the least i could do for the institution and the organisation that made me who i am with all my principles and values intact... Well I guess its all the instinct of wanting to lead... wanting to motivate.. and wanting to innovate!

I have found My betta half as you guys would have guessed from my previous blog! Well she is in one word 'wow'! My previous relationship thought me the value of love! It taught me what it is to lose someone i loved... it taught me love! But that relationship did not end sour! in fact it ended on such a good note... that it left me scarred... emotionally crushed! But i picked up the pieces of my confidence and the rest of me, thinking that whatever that happened must have happened for the best... And i can say that i now love again.. i have learnt to trust my heart and my mind together.. The shadow of the girl of my dreams is coming .. or has come to light.. i have seen her.. and i am truly blessed... An independant, compassionate, gorgeous woman she is and much more! - "Thank you for entering my Life again! Thank you for being you! and Thank you for Loving me as i am!" - She has a wonderful family and a group of amazing friends, at least all of whom i've met thus far! To My family and friends that have met her She thinks you guys are great! Thanks guys! ( for accepting her without judgements!)

There is so much more to tell but i shall stop here for now. ( i'm hoping to have a new look soon!)

Moral of the day: Start the day with a smile, End it with a smile! Nothing else matters anymore!

2 comments:

____ said...

Hi darling!

I'm really so proud of you for taking the effort & putting in all the hard work I know you did in retaking the A's. You truely deserve the SIM course - which I expect you'd rather enjoy - & I'm sure your A's grades will be fantastic!

It's also marvellous that you want to give back to SJI's NCC all that they've taught you. I know you enough to know that you'll do your best at it.

Really missing you here! No matter how geographically far away I am from you, I love you lots & will support you in all that you do. Can't wait to be back home & hope my uni sorts the webcam stuff out.

It's good to see you're blog is alive again. Shall speak to you soon. I love you lots darling.

me myself and i said...

Thanks Babe!