Busy Busy...

Im back... just to disappear again...

I guess u guys realised that i haven't been actively blogging... I'M JUST STUDYING BY BALLS OFF LA!!!!

Haiks... I feel as though i have no life... I guess that's the appropriate feeling to have at the moment...

Study = No Life...

But then again... I have been going out abit since Raji has been back... I think ive met her more in one week than the few months thats she's been back... hahaha well Yay to that... Fun going out with ya babe...

Then again everytime i go out i feel so guilty that i could have been studying during that time... and i keep wondering if thats gonna come back and bite me hard in ASS when the results finally come back... sigh... i guess u guys will not see me for another 2 mths plus... so sad... (yea rite).

Well i do hope whateva time i am putting into this will pay off...

I really have nothing else going on.... Haiks... I wanna play badminton... I'm getting fat man...

I have nothing to say... Sorry if i do not update but exams are coming up... And i have turned into a N.E.R.D...

CHEERS... B-)

Moral of the day: Have an aim... Achieve it!!

Niran

Happy Bday...!!!

Ok... i know i haven't been blogging for a while... but there's 2 main reasons... 3 actually...

1. There ain't anything to blog...
2. No mood/time to blog about things...
3. My stupid computer...!!

Yea... Well having said all that... this one is just for u guys...!!

Sat was one day that made me smile from the inside out...!! (usually i smile from the outside in... :P) so yea... It was Med's surprise party @ Sentosa... E2 and Vin, u guys did a fantastic job with the organisation and food...!!! Shana and i were in charge of " Kidnapping" Med... Yes u read right... KIDNAP!!! haha... but modified of course... :P

And so it went like this...

Shana and myself met Med, blindfolded her (thanks for going along with it) and brought her to Sentosa where E2, Vin and Med's other friends were waiting... So Med was like the worst "kidnapee" you could ever find... quite demanding at that too..!!! :P But being the gentlmen me and Shana were we decided to be nice Kidnappers... and keep our Kidnapee entertained.. And i hope we did a good job... (Med u gotta say yes..!!!) The best part is she had no idea where we were going too!! Woo HOO!!!

So when we reached the beach I made her walk in circles, Kiss a tree... say "i Love You" to that tree, jump over "Holes in the ground" and "huge longkangs", say hi to strange ppl... and all this she did whilst being blindfolded... haha... And to top the day off... There was a small treasure hunt which we made her do... Digging and hugging and groping( the trees!!)... all inclusive... Then we went swimming... So in the evening we were supposed to head down to Shana's uncle's house to watch "exorcist"... BUT...!!!! But... the DVD wasn't there...!!!!! *knocks Shana's head*Well in the end watched "The Mummy Returns"...!! How exciting right!!

Well im glad that it turned out well... and everybody enjoyed themselves!! So updates are gonna be at a slower pace nowadays coz of the upcoming exams... But i'll still write... :P

Moral of the day: If u fail to Plan... You have planned to Fail....

Niran

Lost...

I have lost the drive to Blog... I dunno... i felt better doing it... It was betta than keeping everything within myself, as i have done for 21 yrs... But it's just too taxing... long hours... At the moment i Dun have the luxury of Blogging during the day, as i am out from morning til late at night... studying... I dun have a laptop (yet)... So i can't blog on the go even... And i don't have a work computer to use to Blog on either... So till then i will try to blog as regular as possible...

Well besides that... I have been quite sad recently... Now dun go start calling me and going "Niran are u ok.... What happened... Blah blah blah..." I dunno why... but i just feel that way... Maybe its the pain of loving/being loved before and the innate need to love and/or feel loved again... Sometimes i Jus feel lonely.. Miserable... I know that there are those who care for me... My friends... My close friends... But Friends are friends... They aren't anything more... Friends have different roles in each others lives... Although they are Important people in my lives... They cannot replace the 'Special' person that will be 'til death do us part'. They still have their Families, Other friends and their own 'special' someones to think about...

Well having said that... The void that is ever persistant in my heart fails to fade away... However it grows stonger by day... I am not thinking of anyone in particular... Its just a Shadow i wish were real....

To my friends... I cherish each and every one of you with all my heart... I may not say it... i may not show it... But i do... And if need be... with my life i cherish thee... I may be an ass at times or as irritating as can be... Forgive me... The only reason i do so is to see a smile on ur faces... I thank you again for Tolerating me for who i am... and i can just hope u feel the same way about me... Even if u don't i'll still do...

To my Family(Cuz's included), I am lucky to have you... you are my life... my inspiration and my motivation... I love you now and Always...

As the Exam draws nearer i still do not feel as tense as i should... Maybe it is the second time.. so No Tension.. :P Well my only hope is to do better than before and to enter uni... My whole life i have lost out by a bit and the a's were no different... So now I will achieve and I Will get what i want... I will use my Heart to urge me on... I will use it as fuel to propel myself...

Moral of the day: No man is an Island...

Niran

Random Thoughts...

Guess wat Daddy Said...!!!!!

"we need to buy a new comp... "

Hahahahahahaha... Wooo..... Wait... u think he's reading my Blog... Erm... Hi Daddy...!!!! I didn't mean to use vulgarities... erm... hehe... It was just.. erm... a joke!!! erm...

Ah... wat the hell...!!!

Well i jus signed up for this $12 study centre thingy... i thinkim gonna be so not using it... but i signed up coz Sunjay and Praveen were inside... So... Yea... i guess i gotta find time time to use it... sigh... But it only opens at 4pm... And i have class like on Mon Wed and Fri at 7... So i have to leave by 6pm... So I'll be there for a grand total of... *drumroll* TWO FREAKING HOURS.... For fuck man... I can jus go to Woodlands Lib... and do 6 Hrs instead...

So why did i sign up for the thingy...?? Beats me...!!! (well... In life most things dun make sense do they...)

So back to the computer thingy... My daddy finally realised that the computer was like so erm... *looks around just in case dad sees* so fucked up... And it needed serious and immediate attention... So... Wooo HOOO!!!!

So Other than that i went for my 2nd dental appointment... to do some checkup on some stuff... and cool... I GOT PERFECT TEETH!!!! Hahahaha

Well... I studied chem in Lucky Plaza Mac... Haiks... couldn't study... too noisy... Sianz... I wonder if im gonna pass my Chem at all... ( I know u guys are gonna be saying ... oh Niran dun say tat i'm sure you're gonne do just fine and blah blah blah... but alas only i know...) Chem just doesn't get in... !!!! So Estatically i went for class Today... (It was Chem today)... and so why i was as estatic as i was u ask...? hehe... Coz of the Eye candies in class.... :P BUT... There Was ONLY 5 OF US!!!! and after Break... just 2 remained... No Eye candy some more!!

There's no Soccer tomorrow... I feel so restless... Sianz... Ergh... Dun like... need to exercise... Call me to play Badminton or Tennis or Soccer... Cmon... !! I need to sweat...!!! Anything...!!!

And i'm torn Between 3 events tomorrow... Navina's 1st Bday Bash... Vadi's 21st Bday Celebration... and Man U vs Man City... THE manchster Derby!!!!! Gotta rush from one place to another... Sigh!!!

Moral of the day: Life is full of choices... (and difficult ones too...)

Niran

Work's So Fun..!!!

KNN CCB!!!! FUCKIN SHIT!!!

Ok... feel much betta!! Well for those of you who are wondering wat the...!!! Well i Saved a post yest... And its missing... I hate my Comp!!!!! HATE HATE HATE!!!!! Stupid shit thingy.... Keeps lagging and lagging and hanging... and lagging for super long time...!!! Can't even type stuff or check mail lag free...!!! And the popups!! No matter how many times we remove the shit... IT KEEPS COMING BACK!!! So much that i can't be bothered anymore...!!! And Daddy aint buying a new comp!!! ARGH!!!!!

Ok... now all the bad vibes are out... i hope at least...:P So for those who are wondering were i disappeared... well (refer above), to summerise, Lost post, late nights, and boring days!!

So lets start on Wat happened on sun...


SUN:
Well Gp class was early morning... had to drag myself outta bed... ( I tell u... thats the most shitty feeling ever!!) well eventually i left for class at like 9... when its stars at... erm.. well... 9... :) Class went as per normal and mostly we digressed talking about food!!!... and next sun... me, My Gp teacher, and 2 other classmates are goin off to Ganga Restaurant (in serangoon Rd) for Lunch.. Woo hoo...

I like my GP tutor... Well Her name is DR Cee for short... She is like this super rich Indian (Bengoli if i'm not wrong) lady... she was Born and bred in London... her Dad was one of the richest men in London(top 100)... She married this super rich Dude... (26 yrs and counting) and she like has an ONLY SON.. WITH A DOUBLE MASTERS... he's only 24!!!! ( Makes me wonder wat the fuck we are doing with our lives!!!) Ok so She has a PHD in English Language and Lit...!!! Wow...!! and she is a chilli Padi!!(short yet powerful lady...) so there's never a dull moment in class as she tells us stories about her various students and experiences all over and stuff... Well there's another thing about her...

Ok all those who like Shah Rukh Khan, Kamal Hassan, and the likes of them all, Raise Your HAnds... and Scream "ME" repeatedly and as loud as possible... so that i can hear u!!!

She knows most of the Bollywood stars personally... ( Be nice to me!!! if you know wats good for you!! :P)

Ok enough of that... Well Back to the Class bit... So it started raining as we finshed the lesson( rain is an understatement) pouring... and we were stuck at class... so we decided to talk about well... food again... rain went on for like an hour... by which time i had called upon my daddy to fetch me and give them a lift to the MRT.. Wanted to go to Vins performance but she didn't want anybody there so decided to respect her wishes (although i'd really love to see that side of her... Classical cultured side) But since she said Dun come then dun go la.. i would have just gone la... but... (I decided to be nice) Next on the agenda was to go to the Comex fair... Woke my sis up at 3PM... Yes u guys heard right... 3PM!!!! to ask if she would like to follow me and sunjay... so meeting time was at 1615hrs at AMK mrt... But guess wat... Both of them were late... The people in my life!!!! ( now u guys know where my punctuality comes from eh... :P) So eventually i think we reached the suntec at 1730hrs and looked around for abit... There was so many things i would have bought given the opportunity and $$... But alas i was broke.. and outta luck... But but the 3 of us got our fair share share of eye candies at the Exhibition!! ( hot guys for my sis... and hot babes for me and Jay... Eventually Me and my sis abandoned sunjay and went off to a surprise bday celebration @ The Riverwalk Tandoor. ( Smth like wat we did for vin.. but not as PowDer Ful!!)... So thats that for for Sun...


MON:
Well nth much happened today... Didint even go out to study... haiks... supposed to help my sis send her smth urgently from her laptop... But she forgot to tell me how to connect to the net from the lappy... ( Im not an idiot la... i know how..) I have a wireless modem in the house and she told me that she has the software ( Pci card) installed in the lappy... But it wasnt...!!! It was in her laptop bag... Then she tells me that i have to access singnets wireless hotspot website to log in... ANd there i was cracking my head why i couldnt go there... Well Simply Coz... i didn't need to...!!! I was already connected... she then tells me after i fig everything out myself that i only need to login if im outta the house...!!!! After 2 hrs of cracking my head!!! Sigh... After which i saw no point in gg to woodland to study... so i jus slacked off somemore and went to class from home..


TUES:
So today I was supposed to follow Sunjay for his Physio at TTSH... Then head to to slack/study somewhere... Before gonna work later on in the evening...

As i said "was"...!!! So supposedly this goons appointment was on tues... so he came to my place after school...(or at least whilst in the middle of it) and chilled out before leaving at 1pm... reached the hospital and the lady at the counter told the DOINK that " I'm sorry but ur appointment isn't today... Its on thursday..!!!" hiaks... i felt like strangling him!!! (prescious study time gone)... So we decided to go to Esplanade to try to find a place to study...

Driving with Sunjay is always exciting... We will miss turns and turn wrongly and lose our way and shit happens la..!! But when im with him im the Map man...!! (SAF trained..>:P) Guiding him where to turn and stuff as he concentrates on driving...

So EVENTUALLY we reached the Durian... Surprisingly It was our first time inside that place!! So we figured we should go to the Library as there were no tables or chairs in the durian conducive to studying..SO we went to the Library@Esplanade... (never knew they had it all the way there!!!!) Again there were not much tables there... so we had to settle for a sofa...!!

So the most impresive thing about the Library is that About 80% of the material i saw there was about stuff related to music arts and culture, There were even lending out DVD's... HOLLYWOOD DVD's... can u imagine... cool man!!So theplace where we were studying right was so happening... there was like a Piano Practice room where ppl could just practice if they felt like it... and there 2 really good ppl who actually did as we were there... The music was so good... and soothing... i just couldn't concentrate... But... it was really nice...!!

Then we went off to work.. Work from where we were was actually 5mins drive away(at ntuc Centre)... it was a straight road down...and all this fella had to do was to enter the carpark.. !!! but as usual he didnt and i was wondering why... and we had to figure out how the heck we were to come back to the place... (for those who drive or have been driven around that area... Raffles city/ City hall / Suntec/ and certain parts of town... Its Fucking irritating as there alotta short small one way roads which keep making you go round and round...!!!) and i had to figure out which was the shortest route he could take back to the place... reading the street directory aint easy man...!!!! especially when the car is still moving and your point of reference is everchanging...!!!

So work... Today was a huge Event... Ron Kauffman... ever heard of him...?? Well it was his Event and the company i work for( XL Results Foundation) was organising it... So me and sunjay were the Ushers/Gatekeepers/Card collectors/Mike runners/Photograhpers!! yea... We were actually only supposed to work til 8PM... But we worked till 1030PM... WE BETTER GET PAID FOR IT!!!! anyways... I like working for this companies as the people are really fun to be with... and there's never a dull moment... and seriously this is the kinda thing that i love doing... running around organising stuff... making sure stuff goes well... so even though i aint the one organising these events, I really know how hard it is to co-ordinate stuff and get the event going on smooth...!!(again thanks to SAF). And of course There was a Hot Indian Chick there whom i've seen for the second time in these events already.. Although i haven't got her name yet... (Although ive spoken to her on both accounts)... I'm sure the next time i see her i will... :P But i'm sure she's much older than me... But hey beauty is meant to be appreciated aint it!!! :P And also i get to sit in for all these talks (motivational/secrets to get rich quick... blah blah blah!!!) FOR FREE!!!! and moreover i get Paid to do it!!! Wat the!!! Power right!! :P Yes so these are the kinda perks working for a company like this offers... Now tell me why i should'nt like this job..!!

Well after that Me sunjay and Khev went to Circuit Rd to makan... they have this really power Veg food there ... best ive tasted so far... It just blows me away... The ride there went without a hitch as we planned our route of advance b4 moving off... Reached home at 0030Hrs and wasted my time in front of this Stupid Black BOX!!!! (post was unsaved Coz off hanging and lagging!!)


WED:
Well today was A very tiring Day... Left home at 0830Am... Only came back at 11pm... Today was Vinayagar Chaturthi... SO went to temple in the morning... I haven't been to temple in so long.. only pass by everday on the bus... so quite cool... went to the Loyang Tua Pek Hong(i think this is the correct name la...) Well its a temple at which there is the Chinese Deities, Hindu Deities and even the Muslim worship area.. Power right!! So we had Bhajans in the temple... And Guess what... Chinese men and women Singing Bhajans for Vinayagr...!!! there was even One malay man singing one song!!! There were also 2 Chinese Bhajans about Ganesha!! First time in my life have i seen a malay man singing a Vinagar Bhajans... I guess this what Religious Harmony means... In the truest sense of the Word...!!! Well after prayers was over well and done... Lunch time came... This is what made me quite upset... There was a queue for the food and quite a long one i might add... and there's was this family that decided that they couldn't queue for God know's what reason such that they came to the front of the queue and decided to conveniently filter themselves in... Although they were given cold stares and evil looks the just went about filtering as Ba bodoh as they did before... OMG...!!! there was so no courtesy in that act at all...!!! i dunno what their problem is but i know for they sure by causing the jam like that they did not help anyone ...

After which i went for Driving lessons... i made so many mistakes which i normally dun do...!!! i guess the practise will help... Hopefully i pass this time round!!! if not... I'll know that God doesn't want me to drive on behalf of the safety of other road usurs!!!!so... For now im just gonna pray and hope...

Supposed to Study after that but Woodlands library had absolutely had no space..!!! it was full to the brim...!!! so im planning to go earlier tomorrow!!!So in the end me and Sunjay ended up playing pool!!! Glad to see i hadn't lost touch of the game...and finally went for class..!!! Today was just tiring!!! no time and energy to feel/think!!! thus today's blog has no taste to it!!!


I know that i'll try to blog most days... but when days when i really can't make it, I'll do something like this like a summary...!!! :P

Moral of the day: Do what u gotta to, When u gotta do it, How ur supposed to do it, where your suppsoed to do it... and Just do IT!!!

Niran

Soccer... Fight... or Friendly....

Wassup man... Today was soccer was damn exciting... not just because of the soccer but because of the fight(that almost happened)... HOWEVER... I must say that watching a fight is always more fun and exciting ( and less painful ) than being in one!!!

So the history... For the past few months (about 4 or so...) my friends and i have been playing at this Street soccer court at AMK... and there's this other regular group of youngsters whom we have been playing with and against friendly games.. of course when we first played with them there was much hostility in the air as male testosterone filled the air like a smoke bomb. Competition was much greater as we pitted our skills against theirs to see who came out each weekend the better players... Over this 4 months we have devoloped a feel for our usual opponents and vice versa. As such the mutual understanding between us grew and now we acknowledge each others presence friendly waves and smiles...

As such when any other team ( new guys ) show up they are shown the same hostilty that we showed each other and our aim of that week is to win that team( the new one)...

So last week this particular team showed up (all manjans). they seem to be in their early 20s.. So the games were going fine with the common goal of winning that team... Hower i think that teams goal was to brak someones leg...!!! There was this guy wearing orange(shall call him O from henceforth). So O was playing quite rough( kicking leg instaed of the ball, Flying tackles, Excessive body contact.. ie shoving and pushing too much). There was this other guy( from our khakhi... shall call him chilli padi... coz he's short but good!!) So O made a sliding tackle on Chillipadi first time almost taking his leg out... he apologised... so we thought it was a genuine lapse of concentration and it was without malice... it was ok... Second time he apologised again... we thought this guy is really enthusiastic... But some of our more vocal players decided to shout "hey play soccer la... dun fight la... relax abit... its only a friendly.. " ( well not in those exact words but somewher along those lines...)

So a normal person in that circumstance would :
(a) Relax on the tackles
(b) Take a break and come back in later
(c) go play at a different position to subside the tension
(d) all of the above

Well the answer would be (d) all of the above...!!

So What do u think O did... ?
(a) Relax on the tackles
(b) Take a break and come back in later
(c) go play at a different position to subside the tension
(d) all of the above
(e) Continue to aim for Chillipadi's legs with the intension of breaking it

He chose E!!!! another 3 times he kept doin it over and over again!!!

Luckily they lost and they decided to leave after that game...

This week however... the team came back again... guess theye didn't have enough legs last week... When they played with my team... they showed their same antics again... And again it was O going at the feet of our players!! Not only that there was another guy in their team who seemed to suffering the same disease as O... Stupid fuckers!! WellObviously Vadi being the emotionally affected of us all decided to give them a taste of their own medicine and of course his friend Chai decided to join him in the action... So there was just a period of hard tackles and bodies flying everywhere... Anyone walking past may have thought it was a Royal Rumble wrestling match... Uptil a Point of time... where someone said smth to Vadi and he being the fighter he is ( with hot Indian blood running through his veins to add) decided to talk back... then the play stopped and an exchage of words among these 2 fellas ensued... they had to be brought apart to be calmed and i tell u calming vadi was not easy... he was ready for the fight... actually to tell u the truth all the 24 ppl of our Khakhi were ready as all of us were getting tired of O and his team and the way they played... so if there was going to be a fight, it would be 24 vs 6... 4 of us for every one of them!! So they were smart enough to back off and shut their mouths when they did... and our game with them resumed shortly... with Vadi scoring the winner just to add fuel into the fire...!!:P

We continued playing and the mood became lighter as the games went along... However the tension in the air remained so fine that we could cut it with a knife... so O and his team knew what they were up against and decided to play it a notch down... but too bad we could'nt play with them again as the rain started pouring like a wave passing through the area...

well that was quite an eventful saturday... I really wanna see if they come next sat... see if they had learnt their lesson!! tsk tsk...

Moral of the day: What goes around Comes around, KarmA...!!

Niran

New Skin...

Hey i don't know how many of u guys encountered problems with the last skin... but here's a new one anyway.... Liked the picture on the previous one but I LurVe the feel of my new Skin... groovy colour aint it!! and i managed to Input my comments link as well... Cool man... im getting to understand html... (thanks Raji... ur motivation helped...:P )

Now... if only Chem were that easy and interesting... lol...

Now i haven't had much time to ponder about most things coz i've been trying to do an "Extreme Makeover" to my Blog... so mostly im almost drowsy or 'gone' by the time im done. but soon there will be some ponderations of mine.. !! to my avid readers... (I think med, jes and raji u might be the only ppl who bother reading my ramblings) see ya soon!!

Moral of the day: If at first you don't succeed, try again... and again if neccessary...!!

Niran

Pearly Whites!!!!!

Guess what?? I got my pearly whites done up today...!!! Went to the dentist after so long... Can't remember when the last time i went to one was... ?? think JC times.. or maybe even before...??? Well finally got my ass down to the clinic and My teeth are fine!!!! Woo hoo!!! except that i have like gum pockets... So now i gotta floss properly and all will be fine... So exciting!!

I had to brace myself before the dentist saw me... just in case he decided to tell me one of 2 things...( thank god he told me neither...)

First was that "I have to pluck it out...!!" and i was thinking about how i could try to cover the gap after he had done so... Such as Gold tooth... Dentures... Yes not to mention the trauma of going "bogek" at such a young age..!! ( I shudder at that thought!!! can u imagine... eeks!!)

The 2nd thing was "oops!!"... Nobody wants to hear that anywhere...

Well once i finished i felt guilty about eating anything wondering where the food particles are gonna get stuck... But if u know me well enough... i just wondered... Too hungry la... wat to do... !!!

Btw today was teachers day celebrations... wanted to go down to SJI to visit all those wonderful teachers... at least most of them were wonderful... But alas no one to follow me... Anyway... if any of my teachers come across this blog... HaPpY TeAcHeR's DaY!!!! this goes out to all my friends who are tuition teachers too!! ( Jes... 5 tuitions on Teachers Day... Really showing your dedication Babe!!! )

Well if u didn't notice by now... UR BLIND!!!! new blogskin.... How u like?? i dun really like it that much because of the layout... But its nice in terms of design... one of the most decent designs i could find... But there aint no space for somments and cant see everything at one go... so tell me what u think ok... ? if u guys find it difficult to go around it... let me know... i'll do something about it...!!! well I love adidas and i love Soccer .. So all Hail Niran!!!

Moral of the day: It takes 2 hands to clap...

Niran